Now that I'm caught up with sleep and away from all the sorority drama I feel like I'm finally thinking straight. Ahhhh
First things first, I'm so thinspired. I'm fasting tomorrow. I want to lose 20 pounds before I'm come home again. It's possible, but not probable. I"m so excited for summer. I'll be working (read: making money!), tanning, losing weight, and not dealing with anyone's shit. It's like paradise. And I'll be hot as fuck when I go back to school in August. That's all I can think about right now....
Ok now, time for the big news.
I'm done with Alex. I'm not putting up with his confusing shit anymore. If you aren't gonna make me feel good, don't bother being in my life at all.
You don't have to call anymore, I won't pick up the phone. This is the last straw, don't want to hurt anymore.
Thanks T Swift.
So fasting tomorrow, mall with my recovering Ana friend (will definitely not be letting her know I'm fasting), hopefully I'll get some time in on the eliptical, but I most definitely will not be talking to Alex.
I'm feeling better already.
oh such a good post! I'm glad you're over Alex. he's just trouble. stick to it this time too, he's not worth a do-over.
ReplyDeleteand good luck with the fast, it's all in your head so just go for it! you can do this.
stay super!