Friday, October 14, 2011
I miss fear.
Seriously, I miss fear. I was watching this video on this girl who does CrossFit (which by the way, is INSANE) and she's a former gymnast like me, and says something like, When I stopped doing gymnastics I started missing that feeling of fear, I miss that feeling. And that is exactly how I feel. I also miss working out with a purpose, like doing something I like, that I get to compete at, and have goals. I need a new sport, but I'm 19, which is too old to start most sports competetively and most sports aren't thrilling enough for me. I'm feeling kinda healthier lately, I'm more concerned with making myself strong and healthy. Putting good things into my body and making my body do amazing things. That's the goal anyway. And I also want to lose weight. But maybe this kind of approach will appeal to me a bit more. And my enter key isn't working right now so I feel like this just looks like a giant ramblefest sooo I'll stop with that. I'll try to check out everyone's blogs, I feel terrible that I haven't been commenting as much, I really do love you all!!