I'm really really really sorry guys
but I am drun k as fuck.
I love Alex. Seriously. Like, end of story.
I didn't love the security. or the fun. or the entire house of guys who automatically have to like you. or just having a boyfriend.
I love him. I knew it after hanging out with him like twice. there's something about him that no other guy will ever ever ever be able to match.
That much I know.
What do I do? I want to die without hi,m. which sounds pathetic as fuck. But he literally made my life. wtffffffffuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck. I miss him so much. but he won't talk to me seriously. and he doesn't care because he just doesn't think about it. that' is a quote. what the fuck. I could do way better than him but I don't want to. hwe was perfect. for me. I wish I would have never listened to my friends because they turned out to not be true friends. he was the real deal, they were'nt
so anyway advice? I just need advice in general. I need a lot of help.
I need this, you can't deny you feel it, it's either or. Tell me it's over, everything you hoped for. tell me either way, I know you know I never let this go.