Wednesday, December 7, 2011
So I saw this picture on pinterest (obsessed btw) today and just, omg. That girl is perfect. I think she is just perfectly tan and I love her hair color and she is so thin!!
So basically this dumb (perfect) bitch just reminded myself of how I have not been taking care of myself lately. Seriously I'm probably pushing 165-170 which is the brink of overweight, my hair looks bad, my teeth are gross, I'm sooo pale, I NEVER work out.
So I start freaking out and counting down the days until I have to go back to school...and it's only 30 days!!! I hate myself for not doing anything to lose weight at all since like this summer. Idk what I have been thinking, omg.
So I suck at making plans of what to eat. Everytime I make some sort of plan I totally fail. So I'm gonna focus on the other things and hopefully by focusing on my appearance so much, I'll be able to stay on track with eating.
So everyday I'm gonna do
-teeth whitening 2x
-butt workouts 2x
-go tanning..I know it's bad, I don't care.
-actual cardio for 60+mins
-deep condition my hair
-take my vitamins (because they really do help my skin)
And I'm just gonna try to fast and restrict as much as possible.
Idk, I feel like I'm gonna need a lot of help to stay on track though. I'll probs check blogs every spare second I have lol which is good because I've been sooo bad lately.
I am just so disgusted with myself right now :(