Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Cause lately I'm not dreaming, so what's the point in sleeping? It's just that at night I've got nowhere to hide.

I haven't eaten all day. I don't even want to. Food sounds repulsive.

Today I started SGD and as I didn't eat anything or drink anything with calories, I'm under today's limit. Yay!

I also worked out enought to burn over 300 calories. So today's intake is -300.

I'm gonna try to not eat for as long as possible.

I made an appointment to see a counselor/therapist/psychiatrist through my school. I'm going in tomorrow and I guess I'm gonna fill out some things and then talk to one person randomly for like 20-30 min and then they'll recommend who I should be seeing for like actual sessions. I'm kinda nervous for this.

I don't think I'm gonna talk about like food problems or weightloss with them though. I'm finally doing well and losing weight like I want to, idk want it to start seeming like a bad thing. And I'm not anywhere close to underweight so it's not really an issue.

Anyway, I hope I'll be able to keep up this fast through tomorrow. That'd be great. I need a win right now.

1 comment:

  1. Congrats on the fast! I'm really glad you're going to see a counselor. Talking and reflecting will really help you. Best wishes and lots of love!